夜半隨想

每當夜欄人靜的時候，就是情緒特別容易波動的時候。最近老是睡不好。以前從來大被蓋過頭以後就甚麼煩腦都擱在一旁。這半年卻老是眼睜睜的，翻騰半天都沒有進睡。上班的時候也一樣。以前一上巴士就睡到下車。現在呢，就發呆發到下車，整整四十五分鐘，眼睛都沒有閉上過一忽兒。

這星期總算慢慢回到運動場上慢跑。比起半年前，耐力差了，毅力差了，信心差了，所有都差了。但總算是在跑了以後，情緒穩定了些。You just gotta believe what a difference endorphins could make.

I have a feeling that I've been having too much time on hand. So I now plan on taking a long distance running course and a swimming skills improvement course in November to minimize the time I spend rotting. Hopefully, I'll become more occupied and physically fit with my new preoccupations.

Lately whenever I think of what to write in my blog, I think of my writing in Chinese. Not a good sign...